Daddy... It's a broken family...

Daddy...

When you hear the word daddy, what comes to your mind? Of course, he is the cause that you are living in this world. Everyone have fathers, doesn't matter if they are still around or not. Maybe he was around but it was the time for him to leave the house or the time to leave the world.

My story today is.. Today is my 16th birthday and i swear to god im not enjoying my Sweet 16. My parents had a huge fight and they agreed for a divorce. I found a girl's pic in his laptop. The pic was on my parent's bed at Sabah. It was on the 6.9.2007 on the afternoon. There it was straight within my eyes i saw the picture on my birthday.

It feels so sad to know the truth again when u actually thought about the truth earlier but only you deny it. Me and mum went to her best friend's house just now.. Tears falling down from my eyes as i could feel the heat of the sun rising each second. Mum gave me a secret garden cologne.. Shared by daddy,but i don't think so. Knowing the truth of the truth reveals and to me, may it be the WORST birthday present on 23rd October 2007, not so sweet 16.

A day at KL

Started my day at 2 pm as i promised to follow the Uptown Gang go to KL. Went to B's hse first to wait till everyone get ready.. Lalala... Then waited for the bus and went straight to KL sentral. Straight when we arrive there we took the monorail and went to Sg. Wang. We lepak there la... It was fun coz it's the first time lepak-ing with them like that. Me,B,Zaha,Khairul,Ewan went.. Then we bumped to Apek like yada2.. We went to arcade waste money there... and then! OWH GOD!! Scariest thing of all...

A woman died wey!! She was there totally flat center of the stage at ground floor! We suspect she fell down from the top floor and sombody pushed her down or something.

At first we thought she fainted.. So i was just staring at the woman la kan... With all of the sudden they just put newspaper on top of her. I was like what the hell??? I was staring at a dead body??? It was like the first time ever i saw like that... After that i totally wanted to go back home. Got shocked the hell out of me la k..

That was the adventure for me today...

Raya Time...

It's the first day of Raya and im already at cc. There's still no internet at home. Daddy borrowed money from me. Coz he sed he wanted to pay bills watever crap la.. I was ok with it. But still,he didn't pay anything. He used the money for the car i think. Whatever! I wonder what happen to all his money. Erm...

Owh ya! I pierced my nose. Sorry la, since im at cc i can't put pictures. But i do have pictures at my myspace. Raya was boring. Rendang's and Lemang's. Rendang's was ok but the Lemang sucks. My duit raya hit up to RM1035... YAHOO!! lols..

First we raya at Wan's house.. then at Baby's house. Wan went to Singapore during raya. She's going shopping there with Aunt. Rima. What else is new?.... Kena buang told oledi.....urm....

Yes... Im working at Yazid now.. hahaha! Im working during the raya week. Now on cuti, starting back on Tuesday. Nothing much too talk bout ;la... Family still in shit situation..

Byes...

Daddy's Back!!

Finally's daddy's back. Sorry i don't have a picture with him. Dunno why is never in my phone. Whatever la.

Let's start from the starting of the day... Went to school coz exam la... Econs and BM. It was easy! That's because i didn't take the exam. I bet its such a question mark. So ok la.. keep that aside.

Erm, went to school, assembly.. Then the form 4's have to go to class first coz got exam. Went into the class, rest my ass 4 a while. Rena was outside then she called me and sed that our class teacher, Pn Adiyani wanted us to go upstairs. I was like shouting from upstairs like my grandmother's skool la k.. I ask her why? She said that Pn Chan wanted to see me and Rena. So i quickly gave my phone to Ishnee. It was like 7.30 a.m. Exam started at 7.50 a.m.

Yeah, we went to the office. It seem that i got expelled from school. It have been for like 84 days since January i didn't come to school. Owh! Rena got expelled too. She didn't come for 69 days. Whatever la Norsham said that the way my mum wrote the letter for school was not acceptable. Whateva! So Pn Chan said that i can't take the exam and i have to go back home. When she pick me up, we went to PPD to get the surat rayuan for me and they will koll back after raya.

Hello... after raya is like only 3 days of school then no one will be going to school. Pn Chan said that i can retake the exam but no marks given. What's the bluddy use like that right?So i think i will be going to school next year instead. Form 5, SPM year. Mum said enough of my legends for the past 2 years. LOL..

After that me n mum went to KLIA to pick up daddy.. While waiting, yeah we did take pictures.. But that will be updated soon...

My vans!!

Headache season..

Yeah! Finally Daddy is coming back.. I hope he came here sincerely. I think that's the right word. Owh you know what i mean! Yeah, it is a Headache Season ... Everything comes in a combo izzit? I think that's what you say Life's Unfair. Ugh!

First problem, yeah my parents. Its getting worst day by day. I can't stand watching my mum Emoing .. I mean like, everyday she comes to me talking about daddy's attitude and all. It's kinda upsetting of what i heard from mummy. It seem's that mum wants to sell off the restaurant at Sabah and she have been thinking to open a small shop here instead. Daddy agreed at first but in the end he rejected the desicion. Swear to god i really dunno what is his problem. I mean like why doesn't he want to sell off the shop. I dunno why but i'm always blaming the "BITCH" at sabah that 'pukau' daddy. Do you think that woman put Black Magic on daddy?

I think so.. =s

Now for me second problem,... I kinda dunno what is my problem! OK2..jk...

It's exams! How can i do my exams when i am thinking of my parent's crisis? Thinking of many things could happen.. Like a Divorce? Who am i gonna stay with? Waaaaa..... Why is this happening?

Mummy said that she wants to make sure that i go to college and she will decide of what to do with her life. Whether to move on or not...

Internet connection is down at home... So long time i havem't right in blogs. Now is 11.54. Bluddy connection closes at 12. So i think tis is the end of this blog. Nites.

Well, i think daddy read my blog.

So happy that he is coming back on the 9 October. Hope everything wil be happy... Not everything will be ok.. The word 'OK' was replaced by 'Happy'.

There are times that i feel like i want to quit my group Uptown Hardstyle. Kay people! The truth is about to reveal. I only know how to do melbourne shuffle and liquid. I so do not know hardstyle. It's not because i don't put the effort to learn is just that you see, Alif seems like he don't wanna teach me. Its so whatever.

Then its like we are always in a World War 3 situation.. Now at Starbucks Uptown. There's no internet at home. We haven't pay the bills. Before i was online, Alif was like so fine. I wasn't talking to him and he didn't say he was bored or whatever shits. After that i started online, he was like saying bored. I was like WTF? Makes no difference right? What's his problem with me and online-ing?

Tomorrow going to Baze Club. Shuffle finals. Later going to Uptown D' Kota buying my vans. Wan ( my grandma ) gave me money.. Finally i can shop for raya. We still haven't shop for our raya and its kinda sad coz raya is just next week!

Duit raya baby! LOLS! Can't wait for my birthday. Counting the days man... 21 more days... Hopefully i will have a fun time then coz actually on that 23 itself was suppose to be me and Edy's 7 month. That bluddy bastard.. Gowd..

Whatever la.. He still owes me money. Hope he won't be happy with his life with another girl.. Especially that Indon-look-a-like Bitch.

Tata..