The Heart Attack

Daddy got his first heart attack on friday morning at 2 a.m... and i felt so sad i couldnt comfort him at that time as he was at Sabah and im like... HERE...

Called the family about it at that very day we went to Sabah.. Me,my grandmother,my aunt.Rose,and my uncle... He was at the Queen Elizebeth Hospital in the CCU... too bad i couldnt post the pictures here coz im at cc and there's no picasa..

My uncle didnt agree that he was ina government hospital so we changed him to Sabah Medical Hospital which is a private hospital. While that me n my granma went back to the hotel and rest while my aunt n uncle settle things at the hospital... When my aunt came back she said daddy may look ok from the outside but it seems that from CCU he changed to ICU!

I was in total shock wey... It seems that his main artery is blocked and maybe next month he will be doing an operation..

Dear Daddy... Get well Soon...

Discipline?

It has been a long time i didnt update my blog.. Been busy with school and of course short of $$..

MAYBE I DON'T HAVE DISCIPLINE??

Those words came out from my daddy and it TOTALLY hurt me a lot... Not only from daddy but it also came from my grandmother.. Am i really that bad?? Im just gonna put it aside so i will not remind myself of those awful words that just rings into my ears when im day dreaming..

Been hanging out with Ishnee, Esther, Asyikah and Aira for the past few days. Didn't expect they will make me smile and laugh day to days whenever i feel miserable. It seems that Rena seems jealous bout me hanging out with them at Uptown and Khalifah.. I mean like WTF? Is it so wrong?

My mum said that she's jealous over everything bout me including my exam marks.. I mean like there are 9 papers for both of us and i was absent for 2. So i only did 7 papers. When we got back the results, I only failed 3. While she did all the papers and she failed 5. Still... to me is just the same. As we were looking st the marks sheet i was happy bout my results coz it was better then the last year's result. After i signed mine, i asked her how many did you fail? And i saw she failed 5.. So i sed that wasn't so bad. She with her bitchy tone that's because you didnt do your Sejarah and Agama. I bet if you do, u will fail 4 both papers!

In my mind like... What the hell is your problem???

Was it my fault that she didnt study?? There are times i was like kinda avoiding her... She will always reveal her freaking attitude with me. Recently went to Genting.. Me,Baby,Rena and her bf Kumar. We spent the night there.. It was ok.. we all got drunk that night and i was the first to pull the blanket and put myself to sleep before i puke! Planning to go there again..

Exams for our mid year is coming soon that will be on the 5th of May... Hopefully the results will be better than the previous ones...