Woo hoo... i thought my family problems was over ; but instead that it's a whole rerun thingy passing through my life again. See.. im only 17 and it's the time that i started to learn things about to ask or not to ask.
Last Thursday i went to meet up my cousin, Ayin at One Utama. He wanted to pass some money that my grandmother gave me. When Alif and me arrive,we met Ayin and went for a drink at Mamak stall. We talked... Even we are cousins, we have been treating each other like brother and sister. So we really tell a lot of our secrets and problems. We will meet each other up maybe twice a month.
Our stupid topic that time was about our family and we talked and again exchanged notes sumthing like that is called gossip la... He started the news of what he heard saying that my daddy was going to get married and he heard it from my aunty. So i was like "Say what? My daddy doing something without telling/asking me?".. Of course i was totally upset and i thought that it was true.. That was the first part... The second part was,i know some historical thingy about his parents (not going to be posted here) that i know he didn't know. So iasked him if he knew why the parents got married? He himself said that he suspect that his mother Aunt. Ina got him first that only got married. I mean,it's no big deal... It's still the same parents... It was a proper wedding my mum said. The parents really do love him. So back again, i said i heard from mum yes the story of his parents went like that. Suddenly, he cried. I understand his feelings.. It was just fine after that. He said everything that we both talked about will be sealed.
Not true enough,my grandmother called me and screwed me up and ask me why can't i mind my own things and why i do such stories.I think Ayin called her to ask the freaking question. Like hello...if it wasn't true,im sorry,that is only what i heard. If it was true,and Ayin didn't know,WHEN will he know? Wait until he gets married and have children? I think its better for him to know now than later.
After my granmother's call, i called Ayin and wanted to ask him what happen. It seems that he keep on rejecting my phone calls. After that,his mother,Aunt. Ina sent me a message saying if i dare to do it,dare to face the challenge. ---????--- the exact same thing poped into my mind.. Do what la kan? That was what exactly i sent to her. She said that never to bother Ayin anymore and she said that she never bothered us,so why do this kind of things...Can't you mind your own business? I replied to her saying about my apologise and i asked her about my daddy was it true? She never replied..
Few moments after that,my uncle,Ayin's dad said that he won't accept my apologise and i am not related anymore to them and he will not going to admit that i am their niece anymore since i am very kurang ajar to them.
So looks like i lost the whole family in KL and raya is so close and i feel very hurtful that i won't be spending my holidays there with my other half souls of family...
To Uncle Wan or whoever from my father's side of the family..
If you were reading this, im sorry about my mistakes.
I don't blame all of you if i am not Raya-ing at Damansara because that was all of your wishes...
There will be cards sent during the Raya season and it will be full with my 'Maaf Zahir & Batin'
From left to right : Fina (my cousin), my daddy, Aunty Nah (my aunt) and Uncle Wan (my uncle)
**Raya on 2007**
