27 November 2008

Left out..

Well... SPM is not over just yet...still waiting for 2 more days... Just now the form 5's art stream just did their art paper 2.. as the questions wants butterfly on a flower from a digital camera screen was the easiest but i was not satisfied of how it turned out as i did not practice it...
After the paper,i grab my bag and there they were.. I said hye to Rena,of course she ignored me..Just to keep in mind that she is still a good person in ups and lows.. They were busy chit chating and one single shit i really don't know what's happening. Maybe they went out recently and i bet they had fun.... Suddenly a jealous devil hint me in the heart and mind... So i just went away..
To me, they are my darling friends... but seriously... Before i go to them, i dun think im wanted in the group anyways. It feels kinda sad to see my only best friend is there too... But im just happy because she looks happy and having fun. It's not that i dun like ishnee,esther,steph or hani.. i love them as my gals and to me they are good people, the people who you could talk to if u have any freaking problems.
As for Rena.... *sigh* just forget it... maybe she feels more fun hanging out with them.. I mean, they go out everywhere and just a snap they are like boy magnets.. and it only pulls the hottest guys in whatever way.. I know that is my best friend kinda thing.
Well, im sorry that i couldn't be part of the gang but i really do miss my best friends...