29 June 2010

I don't love you like i did yesterday.

Since i have been working at Debenhams, Curve, I just realise i could survive without Alif. Its like i dont have to worry anything anymore! And it also made me realise that i have to move on with or without him.


I have started making friends with this one Chindian guy that is working below me in Nike shop and his name is Mike. He is just the nicest dude i ever met. Sweet that is. And i plan not to be in a relationship with him as i am enjoying the situation we are now. Nothing more in love. Just friends. There are times he would surprise me when im working. He would come to my shop and visit me and disturb me. And we would wait for each other for the bus at the side of the highway.


 
The funny part is, i knew him on the bus. :) Haha! Is just that i see him almost everyday but not every time. We would like bump to each other accidentally. And next thing you know we just found out that our working place is just near by. So we decided to exchange phone numbers and be friends. And im enjoying the friendship.


Alif is just a bullshitter now. He tells bullshits to the people that he hardly hang out with saying that his pay is Rm1000 instead of RM600. I hate bullshitters. I am allergic to them. And even once he told Aira that he saved RM1000. Aira asked where is the money? He said that he finished it all up. Aira thought he spent it on me. Well, hey! I may be expensive but i dont want someone to be spending me RM1000! Alif said he used up all the money to treat his friends and what not. God knows where am i in his *effing* list. Whenever i meet him, he would show his ego with me. Sticking his nose up in the air. Maybe i should stuff something inside his nose instead!
I got so stressed up last night i decided to have a drink at Laundry and Sanctuary with my two dearest babes. Watch a bit of football, that was a jug of Tiger. Later on came the cousin which was the Supervisor or Manager of Sanctuary and Laundry. So he treated us with another jug of beer. I drank like nobody's business as i know next day is my off day. And yup, i got drunk. After second jug i cant remember how many jugs was on the table. By the time we have to get back home, i couldnt walk. At the car Rena was talking to the cousin and i was talking crap with Aira saying i see double Curve. I needed air as i felt like i was going to faint and die there. I open up the door and i vomited. Haha!! There goes the medal of a good drinker!


Im enjoying my life as how i am suppose to. I will not waste another minute of my life with or without you. If its with you, give me space. If its without you, Hey! There's tons of fishes in the sea!

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