Now is 6.21 am and im still awake. I just don't know why i can't sleep. Baby is having Agama papers today and at 12.10 i'll be going to school to meet him. With all of the sudden i feel like going to Sabah but i just don't know when and also how to get the money to go. Per person is about RM 500. And i have been thinking to take Baby along to teman me.. For my money i can just ask from Wan. But as for B's.. I think we have to find a way..

As i was hanging out in my room just now i was sitting down and staring at the floor. I know i was thinking but I just don't know about what. Then i saw my parents old pictures. I took it and i stared at it. I felt like i wanted to cry but i don't know whether i want to or not. I just don't know what i felt.. Whether i was sad or angry. But one thing i know what i felt... I felt unhappy of the situation of my family. Looking at the picture made me think what happen to their love that was glooming the days. They look so happy. But what happens now and what will happen later?