Valetines day this year on 2009 was the worst valentines day ever in my whole life.
I don't blame anyone for it tho..After the arguement with Syafiq for the past few days, the valentines day became a disaster.
He came over to my house to pick me up and i thought he was just joking he didnt get me anything. I was just thinking of getting him a nice silver necklace with his name on it..But it was kinda true..he wasnt kidding that he actually didnt get me anything. It hurt me a lot at first. But i tried to play it cool as i tried to understand.
We just went to mid valley and went to eat at the food court there. We past many people that was selling roses and stared at the flowers was all i could do as i stared at him there was no response.I just took a deep breath and thinked to myself, just forget it. The Valentines day was not going to work out.
Mom said she wanted to take me out.So i said to him i need to go back. And he was like asking me to stay longer. To me,its not that i dont want to. I'm hurt deeply with the cuts you gave me on my heart. I just can't stand it anymore that day.
So i went back and i went out with mum. With all of the sudden emergency she had to go online with her darling during Valentines day. I just stared at her thinking,im happy for you mama coz you are happy. And im glad that you don't feel the same way i am like this year. As her boyfriend sent her a bouquet of roses all the way from Canada, thats why i was hoping one from Syafiq too.But i was wrong. :(
So i went back and i went out with mum. With all of the sudden emergency she had to go online with her darling during Valentines day. I just stared at her thinking,im happy for you mama coz you are happy. And im glad that you don't feel the same way i am like this year. As her boyfriend sent her a bouquet of roses all the way from Canada, thats why i was hoping one from Syafiq too.But i was wrong. :(
Mum sent me to uptown.. and i saw many couple with flowers. And i saw this lady selling roses and i saw a guy bought for the girlfriend and they were so in love. I just cant stand it.I was listening to music from my phone and it had to be the song from Destiny Child's - Emotions. I just had to cry. Thinking what kind of Valentines day is this?? Im totally hurt!
As i was going back. I went to Alif to say that im going back. He scolded me as i said to him i was going Uptown earlier but i didnt. I was late.
To me, GREAT! What's next? Going to hurt me more on this Valentines day?? He said come with me. He took me to the Yazid's store and gave me a paper bag with a half dozen of roses in it. I was happy! But still i was sad coz he scolded me..
But i was thankful to get roses on Valentines day... from a different person that i expected.
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