10 February 2009

Was it true?

Yesterday was my first arguement with Syafiq.
I went to OU with Are-Ai then he said he will pick me up at 8 or 9. There i was wasting my time at OU. Then i realise it was 7 already. So i said to Are-Ai why don't we go Uptown then she said she needs to go back home so i thought why don't i just stay at her house first while waiting for Syafiq to pick me up.
Soon, i was getting hungry and i still didnt eat my medicine as i have sinus problem that need me to stop smoking. BABI.
I called him up as it was 8.30 and then he said he will be picking me up at 10. I thought better i just went back home!
So.... i waited and waited... he picked me up at 10 something and i was so not in the mood as i recall what my ex said that he ask me did i do a free show in the web cam with a Kajang dude. So i was so upset of that coz it wasnt true!
So i use to ask him a long time ago did he just pick up a video and showed to his frends and somehow got to my ex as he is staying at Kajang as well?
he said no.
But somehow it still bothers me till today so i had to ask him again last night. To me, since i wasnt in the mood better ask while i have the time..Not a very ggod time tho.. So we argued in the car. BLA,BLA,BLA. Then he said Fine,if you dun trust me then dont! So i was in the ego mood as well but still tears came down even i promised him i will not cry. But what the hell la right.
But hours later we were ok la... I do trust him but wonder what my ex meant?

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