At last my baby is free! He stop working from Yazid's steakhouse already. First coz he sed that he want's to study for his SPM and also finally he has time for me now. But we promise each other not to meet that often coz we are scared that it will happen like before. Like we meet everyday and we got bored of each other.

He slept over at my house recently. We slept like only this morning that was at 8 a.m. Then we woke up at 4 something. Ehehe.. Now we just got back from Uptown. Hang out with Easther just now. Talking bout life and all. I know. Nothing else to talk about. Also we were like talking bout my parents. My daddy at Sabah n my mum is here so is like arguements everyday. Its kinda sad to see my mum cry everyday. Also we still suspect that my dad still have an affair with a Sabahan girl. Swear to god if i ever get to know who is the girl, its Riot time for her. Im just gonna kill her and make her suffer with my bare hands!

Spoiling people's family... Not just a family. A happy family in every way. Currently listening to Family Potrait by Pink. I just like that song coz its like based on my story. Also sometimes i listen to Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson.

Daddy, this is for you..

To me is just sad that it's been 3 months i haven't met Daddy. At times i just cry because i feel like im living in a world without a father. At first i know he was behind me, supporting me to move on in life then with all of the sudden... He just went missing.. To me, every child needs the Father's Love. I miss you daddy.. Please im begging you to come back and fill the empty space in the house. Mummy is feeling lonely.. Im feeling lonely. I cry whenever i see kids with their daddy's hugging and having fun time together.

Ya at the moment im crying while typing all these shits.

Daddy, if you are reading this, izzit because the 'girl' you don't wanna come back? I really hope you wwill be back for raya. Most important is i hope you will be here for my birthday.

I miss you daddy.