Him

I wrote this when i was on the plane all alone on the way to penang....
This is my life..My love life..I get scolded every single day.He doesnt appreciates me.He lies to me..He keep secrets from me.Maybe he has another gurl..While im chasing him I always thinkWill i be his gurl if i own the world?Im waiting for him..Like a stupid girl..I should leave hhim..He can always live without me..But i love him..I dont know whether he loves me.How can i make him understand me?All he does is hanging out with unknown girls..I mean like eho the f**k are they??Who the f**k am i to him??All he care is about his pet sister.That is also known as my bes friend.I don't blame it on her..If she has a small cut at her finger,he will cry..But if i get it by a car,he doesnt give a f**k bout me!!Why am i still suffering like this??By getting scolded every single day.Im still waiting for the day to come...The day he will care for me and love me again..But i hink that's a never..He has changed..I cut my hand because of him.I have tears drop every minute because of him.I can't eat because of him.I can't sllep because of him.All i do everyday is think about him.Eventhough he scolds me everyday and he doesnt care bout me.I miss the old him..I miss my old boo....