It's what u call L.O.V.E

The day you left me, I was stained with sorrow and sadness. My eyes were red with grief. You were a part of me, so when you left, I felt like I lost one of my lungs and breathing became harder. aha. All my thoughts start to spin and my sound mind starts to sink. I can't function, I can't figure out how to handle the situation...Mind in a maze, blowing up haze, I had no clue as to how I would survive the next minute of my life without hearing your voice, smelling your mucuk smell or feeling the soft touch of your lips.

But now I'm cured, sterilized from your love and finally at peace baybeyh. Yes, I still do miss you, I still do love you every counting days that I live. I did my part and got my chance to tell you how much I still bla bla bla, you've heard it already. Did everything to bring you back in my arms and even beg you to come back. no no no it didnt work. Maybe thats just enough for me to see clearly with my eyes. Gut-wrenching and heart breaking hope that you'll return to me someday wont be my reason to move on. I learned it the hard and long way before. Been through the valley of love. I wont shake my emotions up and make it more bubbly, no no no. I'll stir it while I ponder what to do next. Right now I'll worry about the present, not the past, not the future. I'll follow my own lead. A young kid has found the one thing that can hurt her the most. And for that, knowing her true weakness can only make her stronger.Thank you for showing me how to love.

This was all sweet memories of me and a guy that i trully loved, Mohd Hafify.

Hmm... ya la.. finger fuck.. to me,u fucked me and u left me. It hurts like my pussy la k,